Thursday, November 24, 2016

Grow bigger inside.

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim..

Second day in HTI, I've planted a cockscomb flower seeds in a pot. 

Pokok yang sama sy pernah tanam waktu sekolah rendah dulu, namun kali ni dari spesis yang berbeza. Yang dulunya dari spesis celosia cristata. 



celosia cristata

And the one that I've planted here is of other species, celosia plumosa.


celosia plumosa

C.Plumosa lebih renek dan kecil.. Tak terlalu tinggi dan semenarik C.Cristata yang bunganya lembut seperti baldu. Sama, tapi berbeza. Its like C.Plumosa being the humble version of cockscomb :)  Selalu ada di tepi-tepi jalan di mana kebanyakan orang tak perasan, tapi bila tak ada pemandangan jadi kurang menarik.

Kelebihan C.Plumosa, ialah dari segi kestabilan dan tahan lama pokoknya. Sebab dia rendah dan renek. Dulu sewaktu sy menanam C. Cristata, batangnya akan naik tinggi dan di pucuk-pucuknya inilah bunga-bunga yang cantik akan muncul. Namun bila bunganya makin besar dan banyak, C.Cristata mudah tumbang. 

Hujan lebat sikit pun boleh tumbang.

Sedih. Begitulah setiap kejadian ada lebih dan kurangnya.


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And this is the one I've planted recently. Baru nak bercambah :)


Day 4

They grow quite slowly. Bit by bit.

Macam tuannya juga, lambat segala serbi. hu

Kadang-kadang boleh lama menatap pokok ni, memujuk hati. 

You might be slow, but you shall grow.

Hari pertama di HTI, ketua jururawat (sister) yang berbangsa India menitip pesan sewaktu orientasi ward.



"If you are making mistakes, doing something wrong by accident or anything, please let me know. If you are hiding it, I am totally fine. But surely God will pay you afterwards."

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A non muslim is talking about God, how about us..?

T.T

Sama seperti orang yang kita sakiti, sama ada patients, colleagues, patient's family members, cleaner. Mereka yang berhati baik tidak membalas, namun ianya tidak menghapuskan salah silap kita. Don't be so 'kiasu' (selfish), because its hurts. Don't force patients, don't steal other people opportunities, and don't bully just because you can. 

Its very often we need to try harder to create our own opportunities. 

We might be at the downside, but our hard works shall be paid off. 


Keep it low,
but grow bigger inside.

Macam C.Pulmosa ibaratnya. Cantik dan kukuh.

Like those precious kind heart. 








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